sorry but i am not her
damn
i don't even know how to start
ok
maybe like this
scrolling throught the fucking social media that destroy a lot of girls life including me of course
seeing a beautiful girls like there is no mistake you can't find anything wrong with there face , body .
maybe because they have a millon of dollars so they can fix anything they want
so money = beauty
no wonder that i am ugly
okkkkkk
well
i have only 30 dollar for emergency situation
ohh i remeber i need new head phone
that will take like 10 dollar ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so if i use the rest to dye my hair blond maybe that will make me feel a beautiful person like them ummm and everybody will like me cooooll
- looking at the mirror -
but i love my black hair my black eye .
i always wanted to have a blue highlight
ummmm
maybe i can fix another thing in my face ummm
yeah my nose but ohhh problem money is beauty
i have to continue living my life with that ugly nose hump
yeah and these small breast
ok
i am done
i am ugly i get it
-looking longer time at the mirror -
wtf i am thinking
am i gonna change myself for some people
am i gonna change myslef ???????
?
?
well no i love myself that way i am i don't care what other people like
i am living only for myslef
i can't imagine waking up in the morring and seen a diffrent face in the mirror
this is what i think every time see or hear some people making fun of me of how do i look
when i was in high school a girl told me ( boys don't like girls like you they want one with big breast )
this destroy me
in collage last year when i enter to the amphitheater there as a wrriting in the board i guess the word was cute or something like that my friend said ( you always think that you are cute ) i said ( don't you think so ) ( maybe i don't undrestand what beauty mean ) she replied - i start crying now shit -
oh yeah don't forget the nose hump that they make fun of it .
sorry but i am not her, not the perfect girl you see in tv in magazine ......
i am me and i am proud
and f you
be yourself :)
you are beautiful the way you are
you are beautiful the way you are
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