sorry but i am not her

damn

i don't even know how to start

maybe like this

scrolling throught the fucking social media that destroy a lot of girls life including me of course

seeing a beautiful girls like there is no mistake you can't find anything wrong with there face , body .

maybe because they have a millon of dollars so they can fix anything they want

so money = beauty

no wonder that i am ugly

okkkkkk

well

i have only 30 dollar for emergency situation

ohh i remeber i need new head phone

that will take like 10 dollar ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

so if i use the rest to dye my hair blond maybe that will make me feel a beautiful person like them ummm and everybody will like me cooooll

- looking at the mirror -

but i love my black hair my black eye .

i always wanted to have a blue highlight

ummmm

maybe i can fix another thing in my face ummm

yeah my nose but ohhh problem money is beauty

i have to continue living my life with that ugly nose hump

yeah and these small breast

i am done

i am ugly i get it

-looking longer time at the mirror -

wtf i am thinking

am i gonna change myself for some people

am i gonna change myslef ???????

well no i love myself that way i am i don't care what other people like

i am living only for myslef

i can't imagine waking up in the morring and seen a diffrent face in the mirror

this is what i think every time see or hear some people making fun of me of how do i look

when i was in high school a girl told me ( boys don't like girls like you they want one with big breast )

this destroy me

in collage last year when i enter to the amphitheater there as a wrriting in the board i guess the word was cute or something like that my friend said ( you always think that you are cute ) i said ( don't you think so ) ( maybe i don't undrestand what beauty mean ) she replied - i start crying now shit -

oh yeah don't forget the nose hump that they make fun of it .

sorry but i am not her, not the perfect girl you see in tv in magazine ......

i am me and i am proud

and f you

be yourself :)
you are beautiful the way you are

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